I need sleep #insomnia

Horrible nightmares, uncomfortable bed. This is three days without sleeping enough. 😦 Going to have to go on the first and see what meds can be added to the cocktail so i can sleep. Cause I’m just not thriving.

No Friend of Mine #poetry

No Friend of Mine by Alejandro N. Marrero 2/16/2020 Even bathed in dirt you’re eyes are disarmingRinsing out a washcloth to clean a dangerous one who’s so alarmingSome say you can read the story in striking eyesI’m not that psychic not even if I triedI’m just disarmed with each glancing sighWhy do I have to…

Square Shaped Box #poetry

Square Shaped Box by Alejandro N. Marrero 2/15/2020 Surrounded by four wallsI can neither dance or fallThe walls are thinHowever it doesn’t prevent you from coming in I wish I was tallerA proud, secure and stable fatherOne with comfort enough to giveOne with more love to live Surrounded by a boxIt’s not strange as we’ve…

Forced Silence

Forced Silence By Alejandro N. Marrero 2014 Memories and Delusions in my head beg for release. Its that glitch that keeps playing the same scenes over and over again. Driving me towards a place where sanity takes a backseat and there's no seatbelts when you drive. I'll be salting my pillows when no ones around…

why am I’m up at 2am again

Because of insomnia, nightmares and dreams of course Two hours, and that’s broken sleep of course ugh! I tell you without fail. Or at least I think I’ve told you. Honestly can’t ever remember. I’ll have okay days where I’ll sleep close to 5-7 hours then basically nothing. How have I survived this long? Ugh…

Resist Red Hatred #poetry

Resist Red Hatred by Alejandro N. Marrero 2/13/2020 These streets have memoriesI’m not a stranger to it’s tragediesI was that Lgbt homeless youthBeaten and left behind with more than a bruiseStop your ignorant right wing excusesWe all know what you continually do to usWe’d be more whole if it wasn’t for youYou’re a liar this…