I need sleep #insomnia

Horrible nightmares, uncomfortable bed. This is three days without sleeping enough. 😦 Going to have to go on the first and see what meds can be added to the cocktail so i can sleep. Cause I’m just not thriving.

Never Going Back #poetry

Never Going Back by Alejandro N. Marrero 2/3/2020 Two auspicious fishesTo grant benevolence’s wishesTwo glorified carpsThat don’t swim in the darksIt’s funny how now you understandNot like quicksand or my tansThat you’d wish for something you already hadA person you destroyed real bad To suspicious these wishesFor your tired broken promisesTwo glorified and epic liesAs…

Broken Insides #poetry

By Alejandro N. Marrero Broken Inside by Alejandro N. Marrero 1/30/2020 I’m broken insideAlways looking for ways to hide.Riddled with sharp peaks and steep dives.Why can’t I thrive?It prevents me from being aware.Please don’t stare.It’s serious and real.Overwhelming and filled with fear.It divides my heart in tattered tears.Still no miracle medicine found for repairs I’m…