Fall to Wishes #poem

Fall To Wishes by Alejandro N. Marrero 12/18/2020 I fled the skiesStopped the flapping of my wingsTo fall with you to paradiseYou think I’m sadBroken now that I fall from heavens for youIt’s not the truthI stopped the flutter of my wings for only youI chose this fallThis Autumn in my winterTo hope with you…

Rude Judgement #poem

Rude Judgement by Alejandro N. Marrero 12/12/2020 Judge me with your AvariceDamn me with your diseaseIt seems the only time you have opinionsIs when it’s about the defenseless me Say what’s between the linesThe things you fail to hide or veilThe things you truly think of meWhen you feel trapped and not so well Put…

Anxiety Why?

I’m up late again. That wasn’t the plan but none of these effing pills are calming me down. It’s physical and mental. It’s horrible and useless. It’s drought with agitation without a definitive cause. The mindful breathing isn’t even slowing my heart rate and I’m lying down. I’m annoyed for no reason. I want to…

Grandmother Died

I got the call around five pm. My last grandmother passed away at a hospital in Miami. My dad made the call. My mother, aunt and uncle haven’t called but they just lost their mom I understand. I’ve lost my only sister I’m no stranger to grief. My problem is I don’t know how to…

Mental State Update #rant

My Mental State Part of me wants to write a poem. It's quicker and more brief. Full of metaphors, it may even give you a glimpse of everything in my mind. I may still do this. Time will decide. For now, I think its best to update everyone with a blog post. At the beginning…

Ignored Solace #poetry

Ignored Solace by Alejandro N. Marrero 3/6/2020 I’m the silent one that never ignoresI never message when only boredMy effort to see everyone is because I need helpYet everyone pretends the ding wasn’t felt I’m comfortable in silence it isn’t a testMy minds full of quiet violence it never does restWhen I reach out for…