Need to Retreat

When the mind is full of turmoil and you know the path to peace you want to embark on the journey feverishly. I had planned on going to a couple months of Buddhist solitary retreats but then the pandemic happened and Buddhist temples canceled their events. Now I find myself watching virtual teachings and wishing…

When nightmares come true

Last night I had a vivid nightmare than my grandmother was being taken to hospital by my mom. I in the dream begged her not to enter the hospital because of Covid19 and was hysterical. When I woke up I told my husband immediately because he has good memory. My grandmother just got taken to…

Mental State Update #rant

My Mental State Part of me wants to write a poem. It's quicker and more brief. Full of metaphors, it may even give you a glimpse of everything in my mind. I may still do this. Time will decide. For now, I think its best to update everyone with a blog post. At the beginning…

Virus #poetry

Virus by Alejandro N. Marrero 3/15/2020 Your an invisible threatOne we’re not prepared forYou quarantine us from our friendsAnd threaten us and our grandparentsWe thought we were safe and truly soundYet no solution has ever been foundWe question each sneeze and coughWorry of what it is or it’s not You’re growing in sizeNow a pandemic…

Ignored Solace #poetry

Ignored Solace by Alejandro N. Marrero 3/6/2020 I’m the silent one that never ignoresI never message when only boredMy effort to see everyone is because I need helpYet everyone pretends the ding wasn’t felt I’m comfortable in silence it isn’t a testMy minds full of quiet violence it never does restWhen I reach out for…