Wow insane heart rate! ❤ Woke up so anxious! Took a shower a beta blocker and some anti anxiety medication at start of video. This one is a long video with a positive mind set! https://youtu.be/kgCPWxKr4VE
Oh to live in the Final Fantasy Realm

I can have the emo haircut but not the magical powers! Today has been challenging but at least I’ve been handling every attack as they come without an outburst. Trust me, it’s been a panic attacks every hour kind of day. If there was a soul around I would of probably been short with them…
Chai Tea Latte & Pharmacy Waiting

Treating myself to some food and chai tea and mango juice after doctors visit for new meds. Looks so pretty had to share a pic. Looks so fancy. Nice indie cafe across my pharmacy It’s official though I’m going back on PTSD medications this evening. =\ hope it doesn’t dim my spark but really I’ve…